How Wild Horses Die
A braying in the ear, the scratch of pen on parchment
The heat of radiating blood boiling earth in a shimmering
Of ionized dust and stampeding lust as a virgin comes
Attended by an archer. Everything reels in a swirl of images
I know now how wild horses die, how memory is interred
The smell of earth’s vaporizing musk, how open fields flee
Eyes no longer open. It is the smell that remains, not tears
For if men speak of Oedipus, what can a wild horse say?
Memories of scorching times, to have been raging fair while young
To have always been too old, stallion in the savannah stretch
Now bereft a patrimony of solitude. Others have come in grey
To set feet to flight unto the fences, unto danger
Envy comes desiring space, envy brings the matrix of death
Equines have always known that wild horses never should die;
Perhaps entering mind-span they’ll fade into fields that stay
Ever golden, ever un-owned. But wild horses never should die.
A bird hovers and lowered within it is a rifle – so steel enters
The natural, and though neighing dreams still linger awhile
Some essence scatters with the sound, wildness blanching all around. . .
With my palm I close my eyes in this ashland of youth’s fire.
She-shell
{for Oghale}
She-shell insists on finding me, braving pot-holed seas
Comes to rest at my feet, saying not a word, holding
Hollow lessons of what has gone before, keeping faith
In the promise that love stretches to pick up
Paring the lie of certitudes, eyes do more than mirror
These deeps of greyness; dammed by irises are errant desires
Cresting to breast, fires that at times volcano out like tears,
Raining redemptive pearls on beach sand
Between eternities, my mind explores the subterns – whiffs
Of perfume, cadenced laughter, chance glances glimpsed
At market squares, and such ephemera. Dreams are groves in psyche
Beckoning to our trust. I close my eyes and melt into her dream.
I Hear {II}
Hearing street music with my ear tips I’m
Forced to feel its sadness, to brood and find
A mine of blue notes that turns blood anaemic
Sends poison up brain, salt lines down spine
Mercy is the silence of sins where I do not know
A place to live with selves and age making peace
Dreams of succubi and prostitutes, of dolphins dying
With a virginity haunted by the mischief of mirrors
I draw breath and out comes the grey in all waves
Of all seas, all sighs, tyrants free in sudden remains
Of her song. This writ is a damn I ply her and barrage you
Spy, from whose eyes I deem kinship and seek my tears.
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Richard Ali is a Nigerian lawyer; his debut novel was just published to warm reviews by Black Palms. He is the Editor in Chief of the Sentinel Nigeria Magazine www.sentinelnigeria.org
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